serve for jusco?

okay actually i gonna quit from being promoter at jusco soon. since my mom ask me to quit.
so here a photo that will be memorial for me, maybe. *plastic smile. ahah..

honestly i didn't inform the news at my permanent yet. well.. i'm afraid she will be dissapointed, hearing what i'm gonna inform to her? because the sales will come again on this may.
and right now left just me and her.
who gonna help her when i quit? that the big problem now.
ahh.. im puzzled right now.
but, even that things gonna happen, i must quit, i had.
i need to spend a time with study at home and be a book worm..
the early year examination. i study in such a rush time.. and when i got my result its so frustrated.
and i still didn't get? why the teacher of Bahasa Malaysia ain't give my paper back? i wish i can spend more time with the blog.. since my FRIEND is non-stop babbling at me either at my facebook wall for the memory card reader? so i got to go now..

the past and the future

on the left: my hero, my heart, my inspiration, my mom..

when i was a kid i used to be a cheerful boy, 'cherub'. i loved to shared everything with my mom, well.. we through a great time togerther and i'm not often with dad.
u might say that i 'anak mak' or something. i'am 'anak mak' well i was born by her, she is my mother? unless u guys is unknown creature? ahah..
when i was 12, everthing turned into bad when dad quite often hurt my mom feelings, i always saw mom cried.
then, when i was 14 mom and dad getting saparated. i've started to live with dad and mom went to singapore. i will get along with her when my age is 18.
time past through days.. stayed with dad its quite difficult, i'll start to learn to do anything with my own feet. i start taking a part time job at the age 13 to get something i need while, my parents busy with their own works. well.. honestly, i turned into matured by this unexplained experience and by myself..
and for now, i just wait for her then (:


listen to:



i find this song by someone and i find out its quite impressive